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-chained to you- by unknown-shadow, literature

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-chained to you-

-chained to you- Im chained to you like you dont even know its hard to adjust to these changes after you have let me go. and now your back starting to act as if nothing has happend you say just for tonight we can just pretend. but I dont want to pretend I want it how it used to be for me to be in love with you and you to be in love with me. what happend to forever or were those just words were you smiling and telling me what I wanted to hear because thats not what Ive heard. It seems you'll talk to anyone as long as it' snot me so how can I beleive you what does that say about our honesty? I loved you then and you loved me you

-which words are true?- by unknown-shadow, literature

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-which words are true?-

-which words are true- how can I love you when you seem to turn away when you hate me one minute then love me the nest day? how can I trust you when I know you don't trust me when you dont hesitate to leave me feeling lost, confused and empty? I know I've let you down but you've let me down to and still through all of this I stick by your side like glue You mean everything to me but what is it that I mean to you? am I everything am I nothing which of your words are true?

-tired of trying- by unknown-shadow, literature

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-tired of trying-

-tired of trying- I'm so tired of trying when I fail everytime is this what life is all about being in pain? or is it about sitting and slowly going insane or could it be about crying so many tears that you cant even count? when you've let down people you care about for the hundreth time and cant give them a reason why you've ran out of excuses to sell you;ve ran out of stories to tell your afraid they've just given up on you and dont even know what your gonna do without them you wouldn't be the same and so many thoughts would condem your brain. So I want you to know that I'm sick and tired of letting you down of getting your

-near or far- by unknown-shadow, literature

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-near or far-

- near or far - your hug is like a drug i just cant get enough and as i've said before i know that love is tough your eyes so deep your love so true theres no way to explain how the way i feel for you and when im in your arms i know im safe from all lifes harms and just to see you smile id walk the extra mile so if your near or if your far i'll get to you where ever you are i love you in everyway and in your arms is where i want to stay i know that in the past ive made you cry but i'll still love you until the day i die.

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I wish by unknown-shadow, literature

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I wish

i wish... i wish i didnt know you i wish i never met you i wish i didnt have these thoughts inside i wish i wasnt so afraid i wish i had a sanctuary i wish i had someplace safe to go and hide and all these thougts about you they cloud my fragile mind my breaking heart so weak with no hapiness left to find i wish this wasnt so confusing what i wont be gaining from what i could be loosing and it hurts me just to say this but the thought has finally crossed my mind with all the pain uve given me is there any hapiness at all left to find?

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my own demon by unknown-shadow, literature

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my own demon

-my own demon- my eyes they close and open once again, I hear things I see things but they are no imaginary friend, Blood is pouring from the ceilings and the walls, footsteps they follow walking down the halls, am i awake or am i asleep? my mind meanders to where the shadows creep, im spinning, im tossing, im turning in my bed, im dreaming, not breathing, awakened in my head, my eyes look towards the mirror and have violently turned red, awakened, sitting up thoughts of suicide and murder are dancing in my head, I stand up i fall down my bodies not my own this hatred, these feelings but this demon is my own

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pushed away by unknown-shadow, literature

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pushed away

-pushed away- why do you avoid me? constantly ignore me? and when you see me you only want one thing it seems, unless its in my dreams there u talk to me, walk with me enjoy spending time with me i wake up and snap back to reality and sure sometimes you smile and wave to me but it seems lately thats all youve gave to me and do you remeber when you first told me you loved me i bet if i tried to hug you now youd look at me and shove me, of course you dont remember it seems lately you fake me these are all lies you insist but behind it all to you i dont even exist.

shadowed dream by unknown-shadow, literature

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shadowed dream

-shadowed dream- stop your smiling you evil red eyes your as black as midnight the starless skies i will not let you win, demonic presence created by sin ominous being who tries to scare me and make me dream you do not talk you do not breathe but somehow you make me beleive that there are worse things beyond the pain of this world. youve touched my hands your as cold as ice it would be nice to just leave me alone youre so welcome to leave to return to your home to werever your home may be, just leave me alone let me be youve followed me from here to there ive come to the conclusion you follow me every where your the footst

i shouldnt have by unknown-shadow, literature

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i shouldnt have

-I shouldnt have- i should never have crossed that line never had thought it was fine or that it would only effect me now i sit alone out here in the darkness hoping that no one else will find me im so consumed by unspeakable sadness torture you cant even imagine in your darkest dreams. im out here in the cold the story that i hold plays like a broken record inside me over and over it plays telling of my sinful ways and comparing me to how i used to be before insanity got a hold on me i never should have given the thought time it was the worst choice i could make and now it can never be fine and now because of my stupidit

53 pills by unknown-shadow, literature

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53 pills

-53 pills- pull pull tear tear look at me im ripping out my hair im laughing no more do i care im crying it isnt fair. bang bang i bash my head against the wall im getting dizzy i start to fall. drip drop bloods running down my arm im smiling i enjoy doing myself harm. walk walk to a shelf searching looking for something else pull the pills down take 53 im laughing again look at me i start to cough i start to spin what a position im now in. fear tear i think im dieing say goodbye i think im flying rejoycing atlast because im free from all the pain lifes given me. i finally ended it all with a sharp knife 53 pills

torn mind by unknown-shadow, literature

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torn mind

-torn mind- the rain it falls down from the skies, just like the tears fall from my eyes, my love is gone away from me, just like clouds over the desert go back to the sea, my heart it hurts its broken again, my mind is torn between my love and my bestfriend, I love them more than words can say, and am afraid that they both love me the same way, many mistakes I tend to make, just like promises I seem to brake, I continue to stumble through this life again, my mind is torn between my love and my bestfriend.

forgotten by unknown-shadow, literature

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forgotten

forgotten- they lived their lives just like us, most werent extraordinally different but some did things that we will never forget maybe not individually, but alot of them together saved our country. they faught for us died for us to, but we will never learn their names me and you. Most of us go about our day getting uo for school or work doing the same things everyday. To us they are just nameless gravestones meaningless names on some monumental wall, and either know they should they hold no meaning to us at all. So why do we let them lay there forgotten? Because in this new day and age weve become so spoiled rotten. Our cou

without you by unknown-shadow, literature

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without you

withot you- I cant sem to get this right against myself I hold a fight my better judgement scres me so I dont want to have to let you go without you I feel alone without you nowheres home without you Ive lost my mind without you no happiness can i find all I have is the thought of you your memories a ghost, Im trying to hold on to and all this time ive cared for you knowing you'll never love me the way I love you and this thougth it isn't fair the thought that you might not even care It haunts me It hurts me so I know its true but I cant let you go!

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You know You're an Irish... by KashmirBaby, literature

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You know You're an Irish...

You know you're an Irish Dancer when... ...The thought of going out to dinner in spike curlers doesn't bother you (Heck it sure doesn't bother me, I've been out to dinner in my wig XD) ...You could teach Red Green a thing or two about Duct Tape (Oh the wonders of duct tape, What Can't it fix!?) ...You firmly believe that the colours Purple, Lime Green and Gold go well together (Excuse me, But I think these colours go VERY well together) ...You choreograph dances in math class, but you can't count past 8 (Math was never my strongest subject) ...Your goals for the year are all Irish Dance related (I've reached one goal already!) ...Your m

Paranoia by KashmirBaby, literature

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Paranoia

Duh Dum {In the style of the Jaws Theme} No matter where I go You're always there. Haunting my path, watching every move I make. I can't seem to shake you, to get you away. Leave me alone, can't you see you're making me crazy? Paranoid Even! The faster I go the faster you follow. I can't go out anymore...knowing you'll be there watching me with those little beady eyes. I can't stay in either, You're around EVERY corner!! The mere thought of you brings tears to my eyes and the sight of you makes me scream out loud. Just leave me alone! I'm so afraid of everything now, you've made me paranoid. It seems silly for people to see me...they laug

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Deviant for 19 years
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Current Residence: gone crazy be back ....never
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Personal Quote: insanitys final downward spiral

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unknown-shadow

Apr 19, 2005

um idk

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life is so confusing right now no school nothing to do but i got a friend back so thats good seeing a counselor or 2 for other problems and i just dont know whats going on inside my head right now life is a rollercoaster full of ups and downs i just seem to get more downs than ups but hey that can change....i hope. im frickin :psychotic: tho lol

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unknown-shadow

Feb 22, 2005

new hopes

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i am hopefully getting my life back on track i quit things that were bad for me and my future is looking brighter than ever except its taking too long to get here!

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unknown-shadow

Jan 25, 2005

life...it sucks

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i hate my life with the exception of a few friends i got everyone is mean to me and life just sucks and i feel like giving up completely (wouldnt be the first time ) *sigh* oh well im used to it  